Everyday!

Everyday she decided to forget him, there was a reason why she shouldn't
Everyday she thought of hating him, she ended up loving him more.
Everyday she thought of loathing him, She started caring for him.
Everyday she thought of his not so good characters, there showed up how better he was.
Everyday she thought how he hurt her, it always showed how happy she was when it came to him.
And finally she ended up forgetting, hating and loathing herself.