The Remains of Her

She looks into the star studded sky. The bejeweled dazzle of shining beauty, wondering and staring at those deep heavens. Her eyes glistening with the ghost of her past. Memories invading her senses. A wish, A wish upon the star. A wish so pure and senseless. Pearly stream of water gliding down her cheeks. A hope against hope. A ray of hope which she held onto all these days breaking apart. The crumble of dreams in front of her very eyes. A flashback of her previous love. Her silent screams so avidly filling the calm air. The dark purple background reminding her of the darkness that had filled her life. Her eyes full of piercing pain. Hey! You, look here and you'll find, the remains of her. The remains that you left behind.

Letting Go!

Stuck between two things, she felt like her heart was going to crumble in whispers. Every thought of hers clashed as the things she wanted and those that she despised became so even that they had to move in a single, same path.
Letting go was like tearing apart her own self and letting the feeling stay was as though her soul was being ripped out and totally both the things meant she was being killed internally.

Everyday!

Everyday she decided to forget him, there was a reason why she shouldn't
Everyday she thought of hating him, she ended up loving him more.
Everyday she thought of loathing him, She started caring for him.
Everyday she thought of his not so good characters, there showed up how better he was.
Everyday she thought how he hurt her, it always showed how happy she was when it came to him.
And finally she ended up forgetting, hating and loathing herself.